Drunk and with Dreams

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas | I'm dreaming of a white Christmas just like the ones I used to know

I've got my mind on you | If you go, I'll stay You come back, I'll be right here Like a barge at sea In the storm, I stay clear 'Cause I've got my mind on you I've got my mind on you

I never wanted to be someone | who had to leave it all behind even still there is no escape for what I face, I faced before

I'M BACK | I'M BACK! questions in the comments

I'm made of jade and I'm feeling pretty jaded | It's a problem that I'll never figure out

I'll touch that fire for you | I do what all of them around you scared to do, I'm not Long as you dreamin' 'bout me, ain't no problem

You'll never see The courage I know | Its colors' richness Won't appear within your view You'll never touch These things that I hold The skin of my emotions Lies beneath my own You'll never feel The heat of this soul My fever burns me deeper than I've ever shown To you

I made me | I made if I was famous

You know I'm not that girl, you know I'll never be | Maybe just the way we're different could set me free People say we're too much alike But maybe, finally, that'll make it right At the end of all these sleepless nights Other men I met felt right Would smile at you and stick a knife In your back Finally, I met you so I'm not wonderin' why