Difficult not to feel a little bit Disappointed

I feel alone for you - I feel alive with you | I feel a sin fading Celebrate, celebrate

The Country Has Fallen | I mean, I really feel like the whole world has fallen. It's getting worse all the time. My disappointment in humanity is immeasurable.

I feel alive In the city That you like | And wait for the day To go dreaming Right by Seems so hard not to be free When you walk Right beside me

And you never knew How much I really liked you | When you cycled by Here began all my dreams The saddest thing I've ever seen And you never knew How much I really liked you Because I never even told you Oh, and I meant to

So here's the thing I know you're watching | I feel your pain It's mine as well I know you're right I know you're right, girl And if you change your mind I will be waiting I know your thoughts They're mine as well I know you're right I know you're right, girl

forgotten wound | double meaning. you cant heal whyat you dont remember as being hurt. needimg to address the things i dont want to think about because they hirt too much or i dont want to acknowledge that they exist. but also, the wound of being forgotten. i cry about the little me being unseen, being left out, not thought of, not considered to have needs. it never stops hirting and i feel it rupture when it happens now.

time passes. | even when it seems impossible. even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of blood behind a bruise. it passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does. even for me.

“I just threw it on”

fallen angel